Why is it every time things are looking up
That my mind has to drag me back down
Realization dawns on me
It’s not that I’m unhappy
I just prefer the company of the voices in my head
To feeling dead inside
When you start to push away the ones you love
Because it’s easier to be alone
Than to feel like a disappointment all the time
Than to feel like a disappointment all the time
To say I’ve been let down before is fair
To say I’ve been the let down
Is becoming well known
Never happy with myself
I wish I was anyone else
That my voice would fade away
The only thing left, an empty shell
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